Dear best friend,

Do you know what hobby gives me more fun and pleasure besides sketching and writing?

It is torturing you, mentally.

Somehow, the thought that you're suffering,
waiting and begging for my forgiveness is somehow

....exhilarating.

That what puts you in a very special place in my heart.

Because you're the only one,
[the only person]
that adapt to my childishness,
stubbornness,
eagerness.

You accept me for who I am,
while with others,
I'm struggling to be a better person.
[even if it contradicts me in all aspects]

Special thanks to you.

My request is,
"Can you be my friend for a little while longer?"

So I can keep torturing you.

It's okay right?
Since you're the only best friend I have ever had.




Please God,
if that person in my dream is real,
let him be my saviour.